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don’t perceive me
they/them
{ Words by Megan Fernandes, from “Fabric in Tribeca,” in Good Boys / Silas Melvin, from “Twenty,” Grit }
Haruki Marukami
whats it like to lock your fingers with someone you love
i thought my suicidal late teens were the hardest years of my life but nothing could’ve prepared me for my 20s waking up everyday with no purpose, feeling so lost, unable to keep up with friendships, watching everyone move on with relationships and careers and being unable to catch up. and I’m such a “life is not a race” type of person but damn I’m losing so hard rn
Breakdown = Breakthrough
im not alone i have the sun and the moon
sometimes i think adulthood just means constantly searching for and chasing that joy you so effortlessly felt during your childhood
I love being alone <- girl who has known nothing but loneliness her entire life and so has no choice but to take comfort in it
some days I think I have nothing in common with my younger self, and then I remember some of her dreams are still my dreams
(via burgertv)
unpopular opinion maybe but waking up to rain on a quiet weekend is quite literally the most magical thing in the world
(via stolen-ferrari)
forgive yourself. forgive yourself for not being where you dreamed you would be. forgive yourself for all the wrong things you said. forgive yourself for the times you messed up even when you’ve tried your best. forgive yourself for the way you hurt, belittle, or abandon yourself in the past or in the present. forgive yourself for not being perfect. you don’t have to be perfect to be worthy (of love, understanding, compassion, kindness).
(via broken-from-memories)
how it feels to be in a transitional period
5tn:
(via stolen-ferrari)
ping ponging back and forth between seeing immense beauty everywhere and feeling deeply like i am in hell
(via broken-from-memories)